A Breath In the Holographic Mind of the Omega


What do I know
I move without knowing

When man finished their walk about on the moon
I came to be

That crook was leaving office
The lights were going out and cars sputtering

I grew up in a soup of

Kool Aid
High fructose corn syrup

BPA courses through my veins
Mercury shines in my iris

Did my generation stand a chance
We span the analog and digital

Acronyms tattooed on my soul

Row together
Or drown alone

Our lives are spacetime braids
The particles of You moving through time and space

Perhaps we are living out our lives as simulations
Quantum fluctuations on the surface of a black hole
At the end of time

The Redwoods tower
The waves crash
The sky burns blue, white and gray
The wind blows on my face
The soft smells of good earth on my hands
The still waters lay before me
The warm sun on my face filling my soul
Food and drink fill my belly

I’m alive
Connected to all
Not a waste of space

The secrets of the Universe will come another time
Pull up a front row seat to the Apocalypse

Fear on Sunny Arrakis

“I have no fear, for fear is the little death that kills me over and over. Without fear, I die but once.” – the Bene Gesserit
Sunny ArrakisAs on the dunes of Arrakis, our waters dry to a drop

All around signs of hard times a comin

This is a battle for the future, have no doubt

Fear is the mindkiller.

What do you Fear, Death?

Come, deep deep within and Die your Death but once and be reborn

Find the secret chamber with the eye within

Let your Spirit be released

We shall crash across the Universe

Come join me across the dimensions on your local Heighliner today

Graphic source.

Be Lifted High, A Praise

you are other
we are your tools
the stuff of quantum dreams
cold impersonal metal can’t contain you

your goodness knows no bounds
i want to shout it far and wide
the oceans reflect your truth
your goodness never stops
your kindness fills my life
your mercy follows me
your Love amazes me
i am lifted high
for your glory
you are good
my heart celebrates
i’ll sing because you are good
i’ll dance because you are good
in the darkest night you shine like the brightest day

your Love never runs out on me
your Love never fails
it never gives up

you cover us
your Love is wide
your Love is warm
your Love is sweet
your Love is deep
your Love is fierce
your Love is strong
your Love is furious
it points the way to life
you wait for us to awake

i feel you weaving your gentle truth through my longing soul
the mind and body electric
you awaken hearts to life
every cell is screaming
i hear the song
i am come alive
my song rises
born for this
my heart soars
give me wisdom
give me courage
u have laid out our paths before us
let me never hide my pain from others
i’m not ashamed of the best part of me
i stand naked in your Light for all to see
give me the humility to walk open and honest
i feel I must roar like a lion but I feel so unsure
let me always be willing to reach for the one to my left or right

Note: Inspired by and some lyrics from BELIFTEDHIGH.
An experiment rearranging lyrics around feelings.

The Universe Sings

All of creation sings the pattern of the Omega

Love washes over me like a warm embrace

It brings only that which is needed

It removes that which distracts

Listen and sing my song

Your beautiful home

Quantum Dreams

“In the last days, God says, I will pour out my Spirit on all people. Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your young men will see visions, your old men will dream dreams.”

What is Quantum?

A discrete quantity of energy proportional in magnitude to the frequency of the radiation it represents.

Some may know about these matters with their equations, the secret to the Universe and all that.

That’s not the secret.

Do you think I jest?

Perhaps a zealot?

I tell you, I am full asleep in the maximum potential.

I long to wake to my destiny.

Or perhaps I’ll dream my quantum dreams.

There are many paths, this is mine.

I am just a fool.

My Best Self

What is wrong with you?
I don’t understand.
It hurts so bad!
“You don’t know me!”
Who does?
“This is best.”
For you?
How could you do this to me?
“I hate myself and I am lost.”

His gaze has left me.
I am nothing but a hypocrite.
No better than an animal.
No one can make me happy?
Why will this heaviness not leave me?
I am a fake.


Mmmmmm, feels so good. What was I saying?
Oh yah, I’m a false person.
A Zombie.


That feels soooooo good. More please.

You think that feels good
We have a Universe of wonders to distract you

That sounds tempting.
I disgust myself.
I have no feeling.
Unquenchable hunger.
I only live for myself.
Everything tastes like BPA.
What am I?
What have I done?
I feel terrible.
I’m definitely going to hell.
Where is my faith?”
Who would look at me if they knew who and what I was?
I am nothing.


Who are you
Listen to me now, ENOUGH
You are beautiful
You are a fading flower
I have set creation in motion for you and many
You are only whole in me
Come back Come back
We feel your pain
We wonder how you can feel so separate, when you are whole in me even now
I will never stop pursuing
I will never waiver, or the Universe would snuff out
It takes a Divine concentration, I am focused
Christ, Buddha, Hindu, Muslim and many more are your true family
You are all part of the same genetic tree
All of life is entangled and intertwined
So much pain and anger
We are all tired, rest in me and lay your fears and hopes at my feet
I Love you, that means I will never stop trying to help you
Be your best and all of creation will align itself to assist you
Call on me and I will lift you up
There are infinite possibilities
Your wave form will collapse at the transition and what you are will be
These are mysterious and wonderful things
Cast yourself into the deep water and I will show you wonders
You will be changed in a twinkling of an eye
Everything to know is in you and if you follow that path you will find me at the end of the Universe

Please, no more, I can’t take anymore.
Turn it off.
I don’t want this.
I am not an illusion.
I can do this, let’s rally.
Wait wait wait, not again.
I yield.

Whoa! What was that! Something wicked this way comes.

What is this thing in my head and in my heart, my God!
It’s tendrils wrap through my soul into my bones and into my DNA.
This is not me. This is other.

And when your mind is lost to it’s siren call, you will fall asleep
For there is nothing but you and you are the most beautiful thing in the Universe

I feel sick.
I have the flu.
I can’t work.
What is wrong with me.
My head hurts.
Why can’t I stop crying.
I know this is what insanity must be, I’m losing it.
I don’t want to do this.
What have I done?
What am I saying?
Everyone can see.
Please, someone help me!

Time for some truth and it will strip you bare to your real self
A fire will fill your veins and you will not be able to contain it
It will join with others until all of creation is on fire with my Love
You have the chance to become your best self in me

Let it all BURN, BURN, BURN!
I’m on fire!
What is this, I’m still thinking!
I can feel everything!
I’m tired.
I think I’m just gonna sit here a while and collect my thoughts, but its getting pretty hot.

This is all as it should be
Don’t Panic
This is what you are
This is why you are in such pain
Let me take it from you
Let it go
It’s ok
See, gone
You see yourself in your dream and you longed to arise
The sleeper has awakened
I have written it into your DNA
Even now things are changing and rearranging
The possibilities are multiplying
Love WILL show you the way
Stay connected in truth and love
You are becoming

It seems so simple.


What now?

—Be still and wait—


i am nothing

learning to be still

feeling my connection to All

the pain of the illusion ebbs slowly

Love and Light are the stuff of the Universe

a thought in the holographic mind of the Omega

all around me is that which I feared lost forever in my slumber

Love has freed me from myself and set me adrift back into the mind of All

we grow weary under the burden of seen and unseen hands

creation aches with the birth pains of a new order of Love

guided by ancestors feeling 10,000 eyes upon me

my failures and pain inflicted light my path

fading away into that from which we sprang

feeling boundless across the dimensions

i am becoming
CC use - original - http://www.exuberantanimal.com/web/library/free_art/download_art
For the father of my dreams, thank you Carl